Thoughts [2/11/09]

1. We can't change this world without real sacrifice, meaning there's no easy solution. sigh.

2. I'm too tired to think and would rather hug my bed.

3. Makeup is an anglicized, colonized commodified utility that my sisters have been programmed to consume.

4. Payce.

overnOUT

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WAIT! after the initial writing, I realized I did have some thoughts or at least one...

1. I have a hard time being flexible. Physically and personality-wise (the former doesn't matter). I have a one track mind and I have trouble deviating from it to make room for different things that come up. Like at work, if I'm supposed to be scooping out the big pot and the cook tells me to open a can of something, I open the can only after I'm done scooping, and then I realize later that I was supposed to stop what I was doing and open the can.

Same thing with reading manga, walking to class, etc. I have trouble stopping and making small talk with acquaintances/friends on my way to class because my goal is to get to class and making small talk is a deviation from that goal. I'm working on this. To be more flexible, especially in the area of people. People/relationships with them are usually more important than the task at hand.

2. I think I'm OCD, ADD, and dsylexic to some non-trivial degree. >.<